Sik World - No One Knows (feat. Axyl)

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  1. Sik World

    Sik WorldMonth ago

    Here we are… damn, i present to you all my new video to “No One Knows”. i wrote this song after I hit the lowest point in my life. between dealing with a constant depression, an unfulfilled feeling of winning as an artist but not having a family to celebrate with & finding out my girlfriend, the only person who made me feel like I had a “family” between us two and my daughter, who I loved so much that I wanted to marry her (I still have the ring I never got to give her), wasn’t the person she pretended to be, she hurt me & severed our relationship…it caused me to fall into a deep level of depression. so much so that for the first time in my life I became suicidal… it’s hard for me to publicly admit that, especially in a song. I kept it to myself & didn’t tell anyone because my music is supposed to “help” people who feel this way yet i couldn’t “help” myself. so i made this song to let it all out, so here is my story that ’no one knows’, i love you & i hope this song gives you hope… PS. listen to this song on repeat on Spotify & add it to your playlist #SIKNATION ❤️ Link: open.spotify.com/album/5VKDHNQFekTxeeODqAdSlg

  2. John Anthony

    John Anthony6 hours ago

    Respect, it ain't real music without real feelings and we all experience the shit that life hands us but not to often do we share it with others despite the fact that we all experience the same kind of bullshit..you ain't alone, no one is we all feel

  3. eredawg716

    eredawg716Day ago

    Keep your head up. Love this song

  4. j o n a t h a n

    j o n a t h a nDay ago

    never related to you more in my life... been following for a solid 5 years and my life had never been worse this shit keeps me going😢💔

  5. ArmorInPlace

    ArmorInPlaceDay ago

    And don't forget you are God's child he loves you and wants the best for you simply repent of all your mistakes and you're back in his grace. Rebuke anything evil and away from you in Jesus's name King James version Luke 10 verse 19.

  6. Kendall Brown

    Kendall BrownHour ago

    Brother this hits hard, your speaking truth in your lyrics. Keep it up 💪

  7. Ariana O

    Ariana OHour ago

    damn who hurt him.

  8. Gamer pro 553

    Gamer pro 553Hour ago

    Keep it going bro 👍👍👍👍👍

  9. maggie howell

    maggie howell5 hours ago

    This song hits so many emotions

  10. Hassan Alshrif

    Hassan Alshrif9 hours ago

    🔥🔥

  11. The Peener

    The Peener9 hours ago

    I feel you man honetly😔

  12. Joseph Phipps

    Joseph Phipps11 hours ago

    Keep in climbing show the depression that you are not apart but that it is apart of you

  13. Lakota Tom

    Lakota Tom17 hours ago

    Good song but why his woadies have the same haircut?

  14. Don Cantrell

    Don Cantrell22 hours ago

    My soul has been replaying this for almost two years. I just disagree with anyone who ever says you recover. Atleast right now. Hope I'm around to find the joy

  15. Christopher Stites

    Christopher StitesDay ago

    Damn man, you really hit the spot with this song.....I feel you 100% backed in a corner no one knows and feels like no matter what you do you wont get noticed so why even do it. But keep going, I'm in the same spot but things will get better. Dont leave your daughter alone in this world.

  16. Julia Campbell

    Julia CampbellDay ago

    Im sorry for how she treated you i really am but song is amazing and i hope Something or some one is there to help you because you really deserve it

  17. j o n a t h a n

    j o n a t h a nDay ago

    couldnt have done it without you💔

  18. Johnathan Wieberg

    Johnathan WiebergDay ago

    Spit it. I like this guy.

  19. Slinky

    SlinkyDay ago

    Yo Sik we are with you bro all of us are your family I’ll be here to support you always brother❤️

  20. struggling youtuber

    struggling youtuberDay ago

    what the hell r u man 🔥🔥

  21. OGD1 Clouded

    OGD1 CloudedDay ago

    Hard times.2 x's 5 little's .i had no one .....now I got one back. Head up walking straight.4 more to go.family means the world . Luv Music my emotional get away and expressions.

  22. Icey Mellon

    Icey MellonDay ago

    god danm this got me in my feels but great song

  23. Saul Ledezma

    Saul Ledezma2 days ago

    Y do I relate to this song so much

  24. Kate Frost

    Kate Frost2 days ago

    Amazing song

  25. Icedout chris

    Icedout chris2 days ago

    Why do I relate to every single word in this video😞

  26. Steven Mcinnis

    Steven Mcinnis2 days ago

    That was my bro

  27. Steven Mcinnis

    Steven Mcinnis2 days ago

    No homo but ill suck u off

  28. whitehall GAMING and VLOGGING

    whitehall GAMING and VLOGGING3 days ago

    this world is SO FUCKING HARD FOR PEOPLE WHO GO THROUGH SO MUCH SHIT AND ITS NEVER FUN BEING ON THE VERGE OF KILLING YOURSELF AND ONLY WANTING A WAY OUT OF THE PAIN

  29. PuRe InsaneYT

    PuRe InsaneYT3 days ago

    Yeah, feels like I'm losing myself Feels like I'm losing myself Why am I dooming myself The fuck did I do to myself Should've been true to myself Dumb to think you would've helped Dumb to think you would've helped Feels like I'm brewing in Hell Feels like I'm brewing in Hell Can't be hard for you to tell, uh Stuck in a slump and I keep climbing up I just turned 25 feels like my time is up Feels like everyone's us and it's harder to trust And I can't shake the gut feeling I'm feeling like there's a knife in my gut And that's a gut feeling When you know deep down that the real person you love Is dooming you that's why I left No don't get upset when you see me ‘cause I didn't wanna give you up And it's fucked to think for you I wasn't enough I just wanted your love but you wanted There's some nights I wanna go and get hella drunk So everything I was feeling could turn into numb Addicted to you, you're my favorite drug I buy your lies, you're my favorite plug Sometimes at night I will stare up above And wish under a star that I wasn't so dumb Why does it even matter, shit I didn't matter I built up my hope just for it to get shattered I'm always alone with the thoughts that I gather I flip through my thoughts it's a terrible pattern As if flipping through ‘em will lead me to answers I try to move forward, but keep going backwards I hide all my pain behind smiles and laughter Where no one knows that I'm a wild disaster, fuck Give me all Oh, I wanna walk away I'm living like a ghost And no one ever knows See me fall Oh, I knew that I would break I'm living like a ghost But no one ever knows Always alone I wish someone could see me I lay in my bed staring up at the ceiling Talking to myself until I'm overthinking I'm home all alone no one knows that I'm weeping I swear my whole life is so fucking deceiving And I stand for broke with the checks I'm receiving My money can't buy the family I'm needing My money can't heal the agony I'm feeling I need someone to love to me, someone to hug me Someone to be there when my mind gets ugly I swear they really think my life is stunning Bro I come home to absolutely nothing I'm just a lonely guy loaded with money Nobody told me my days won't be sunny I'm bleeding on people who didn't cut me So when they leave me, they leave ‘cause they bloody I have issues with women, I'm so co-depended I can't love myself, so I need her to give it And that's always where my self-worth is depicted And that's why I date women so narcissistic My mind is a mess and it's always conflicted And lately it's been hard to make a decision And it pains me that I finally admit it I've been suicidal and trying not to end it, fuck Give my all Oh, I wanna walk away I'm living like a ghost And no one ever knows See me fall Oh, I knew that I would break I'm living like a ghost But no one ever knows I'm saddened to think people that think that I'm reaching And that is the reason I feel what I'm feeling I may have some fame, but it's pain that I'm reaping I been praying to God asking Him for a healing Man, I need my mom, I need my dad I need the family we never had Our family's broken, I'm feeling hopeless Nobody notice I'm in a trance All I have is my daughter I stare in her eyes And I break down all I do is provide How can I give her a family life When it's just me and her every night, fuck Yo, this shit is too much I'm single-handedly killing my buzz I don't make music ‘cause I'm in a rut And all of the stress of it is making me numb Why do I dream of a Grammy I'm winning When I don't have a family to celebrate with me Look there is no bullshit excuse that you could give me To make me feel like my damn life is worth living I swear loneliness is a cancer within me I'm searching for friends ‘cause my family's missing This shit is exhausting, I'm thinking of quitting And maybe the end for me is a new beginning Give my all Oh, I wanna walk away I'm living like a ghost And no one ever knows See me fall Oh, I knew that I would break I'm living like a ghost But no one ever knows

  30. SupremePoX

    SupremePoX3 days ago

    Felt

  31. Point BreakZz

    Point BreakZz3 days ago

    Just posted you on my snap for you more subs 💯

  32. santos thakulla

    santos thakulla3 days ago

    The first 10 seconds of this song reminds me of How could you leave us by NF DAMN!

  33. 「BankNinja」

    「BankNinja」3 days ago

    Keep it going | | | \/

  34. Mark mendoza

    Mark mendoza3 days ago

    Yeah, feels like I'm losing myself Feels like I'm losing myself Why am I dooming myself The fuck did I do to myself Should've been true to myself Dumb to think you would've helped Dumb to think you would've helped Feels like I'm brewing in Hell Feels like I'm brewing in Hell Can't be hard for you to tell, uh Stuck in a slump and I keep climbing up I just turned 25 feels like my time is up Feels like everyone's us and it's harder to trust And I can't shake the gut feeling I'm feeling like there's a knife in my gut And that's a gut feeling When you know deep down that the real person you love Is dooming you that's why I left No don't get upset when you see me ‘cause I didn't wanna give you up And it's fucked to think for you I wasn't enough I just wanted your love but you wanted There's some nights I wanna go and get hella drunk So everything I was feeling could turn into numb Addicted to you, you're my favorite drug I buy your lies, you're my favorite plug Sometimes at night I will stare up above And wish under a star that I wasn't so dumb Why does it even matter, shit I didn't matter I built up my hope just for it to get shattered I'm always alone with the thoughts that I gather I flip through my thoughts it's a terrible pattern As if flipping through ‘em will lead me to answers I try to move forward, but keep going backwards I hide all my pain behind smiles and laughter Where no one knows that I'm a wild disaster, fuck Give me all Oh, I wanna walk away I'm living like a ghost And no one ever knows See me fall Oh, I knew that I would break I'm living like a ghost But no one ever knows Always alone I wish someone could see me I lay in my bed staring up at the ceiling Talking to myself until I'm overthinking I'm home all alone no one knows that I'm weeping I swear my whole life is so fucking deceiving And I stand for broke with the checks I'm receiving My money can't buy the family I'm needing My money can't heal the agony I'm feeling I need someone to love to me, someone to hug me Someone to be there when my mind gets ugly I swear they really think my life is stunning Bro I come home to absolutely nothing I'm just a lonely guy loaded with money Nobody told me my days won't be sunny I'm bleeding on people who didn't cut me So when they leave me, they leave ‘cause they bloody I have issues with women, I'm so co-depended I can't love myself, so I need her to give it And that's always where my self-worth is depicted And that's why I date women so narcissistic My mind is a mess and it's always conflicted And lately it's been hard to make a decision And it pains me that I finally admit it I've been suicidal and trying not to end it, fuck Give my all Oh, I wanna walk away I'm living like a ghost And no one ever knows See me fall Oh, I knew that I would break I'm living like a ghost But no one ever knows I'm saddened to think people that think that I'm reaching And that is the reason I feel what I'm feeling I may have some fame, but it's pain that I'm reaping I been praying to God asking Him for a healing Man, I need my mom, I need my dad I need the family we never had Our family's broken, I'm feeling hopeless Nobody notice I'm in a trance All I have is my daughter I stare in her eyes And I break down all I do is provide How can I give her a family life When it's just me and her every night, fuck Yo, this shit is too much I'm single-handedly killing my buzz I don't make music ‘cause I'm in a rut And all of the stress of it is making me numb Why do I dream of a Grammy I'm winning When I don't have a family to celebrate with me Look there is no bullshit excuse that you could give me To make me feel like my damn life is worth living I swear loneliness is a cancer within me I'm searching for friends ‘cause my family's missing This shit is exhausting, I'm thinking of quitting And maybe the end for me is a new beginning Give my all Oh, I wanna walk away I'm living like a ghost And no one ever knows See me fall Oh, I knew that I would break I'm living like a ghost But no one ever knows

  35. Liz Mendez

    Liz Mendez3 days ago

    😍😍😍 feeling every word of this song!! Sik World🔥🔥

  36. Dakota Mcgee

    Dakota Mcgee3 days ago

    He is going to be big

  37. GG 3377

    GG 33774 days ago

    i feel ya brother, chin up man your crown is tipping. All these feelings you feel and have gone through and will continue are a mother fucker. Be glad and teach that little girl of yours what a good dad is like, i know it's tough but little girls grow up and subconsciously find and or look for a guy later with the same traits that there dad had or has. Be so fortunate that you get to see her and even talk to her brother, there's many good dads and mom's that don't get this chance, and yes i'm one of those dad's. and for your ex i can tell your a good person with morals and a big heart, but one also at some point after a split up will know feel see and sense that people will come in and out of your life but the way i see it that helps me is this way....................................... some people are only in your song or story of your life for so long and they don't get to see how this amazing song or story ends and thats ok because you we all have many chapters left and verses to go and noone will even think they can try and take are story away. and last after a break up with someone that was close it just instills what you will and won't put up with ever again it's like the fastest fucking learning curve of like nice that its fast but so so much shit comes with a curve ball outta know where man.... and fyi anyone comments on my spelling don't idc and I'm in a hurry so I'm not proof reading so eat a snickers grammer nazis it'll be fine this one time.........

  38. Lance Jr

    Lance Jr4 days ago

    Damnn he went so hard😔😪😪

  39. vanesa cirpaci

    vanesa cirpaci4 days ago

    all respect to u bro

  40. lil generic

    lil generic4 days ago

    We need sik world and nf in a track I beg

  41. E L I T E O N T H E B E A T

    E L I T E O N T H E B E A T5 days ago

    Theres some nights I wanna go out & get hella drunk So everything I was feeling could turn N2 numb Addicted to YOU, Ur my favorite drug I buy ur lies, you’re my favorite plug Sometimes at night I will stare up above & wish under a star that I wasn’t so dumb

  42. wickedloco joker

    wickedloco joker5 days ago

    Hey bro you got a part for another singer I got hella on my mind wanna let go I need help please and thank you

  43. Jessica Medina

    Jessica Medina5 days ago

    Where are the damn lyrics ppl? I'm counting on you guys 😕

  44. Mark mendoza

    Mark mendoza3 days ago

    I put up the lyrics for u hope u like

  45. Joker Sano

    Joker Sano5 days ago

    Hardcore💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻

  46. Aly Attia

    Aly Attia5 days ago

    Axyl's voice is amazing

  47. j3mmyh

    j3mmyh5 days ago

    Now That's an artist right there. I feel da same way bro. Keep going hard homie whatever u feeling write it down i promise u there's thousands of us who can relate. Thank u for this!

  48. Danah cool

    Danah cool5 days ago

    Shit bro , this is so sad :(

  49. John Gabe

    John Gabe5 days ago

    This song literally describes my life currently. Besides the relationship. Good quality music

  50. tony m

    tony m5 days ago

    I guess I needed this . RT I struggle with manic depression and today I decided I was done, like I found this song while looking for the last song id ever listen to... heard this hit reply like 3 times and well maybe tonight isn’t the night to eat this barrel. I guess it’s comforting to know that so many people struggle ya know

  51. KH Mohcene

    KH Mohcene5 days ago

    💔😢❤

  52. Lourens Engelbrecht

    Lourens Engelbrecht6 days ago

    This is Sik💪

  53. Jarrie

    Jarrie6 days ago

    wow

  54. xavier Kao

    xavier Kao6 days ago

    XD

  55. Bounty On Beau

    Bounty On Beau6 days ago

    It hurts how much this hits me

  56. knight fal45

    knight fal456 days ago

    Man I feel you. Lately I've been losing the war that's goes on inside my head, I've been so broken that I physically can't speak so I just sit there and cry. I've been sent home all week from my work. But I'm hoping we can get through this. And maybe one day we can say that we are actually fine

  57. - Lil DAJOHNNY

    - Lil DAJOHNNY6 days ago

    Voice to low with the beat.. sounds like he copy NF Real Music...

  58. Waifu Duels

    Waifu Duels5 days ago

    Why do all this work to copy someone else ?

  59. Waifu Duels

    Waifu Duels5 days ago

    He isn't

  60. Caitlin

    Caitlin6 days ago

    He didn't copy him...

  61. Damien Skeens

    Damien Skeens6 days ago

    This song hits my soul brother! Your such an amazing artist man! Keep your head up man. I know what its like to feel so far down in life that you just want to end it and even though I tried to end my life before and failed.. it showed me so much more that I realized that life is worth living and that even in our darkest of time there will always be a lighter side that will always show somehow and some way it gets better! We all fall but we just gotta keep on trying to make for a better tomorrow. We rise back for a reason and your gonna go far brother! I hope to meet you some day! Stay strong! You got this!

  62. Melissa Lewis

    Melissa Lewis6 days ago

    You can come home to me:)

  63. Aggelos V.

    Aggelos V.6 days ago

    Yeah, feels like I'm losing myself Feels like I'm losing myself Why am I dooming myself The fuck did I do to myself Should've been true to myself Dumb to think you would've helped Dumb to think you would've helped Feels like I'm brewing in Hell Feels like I'm brewing in Hell Can't be hard for you to tell, uh Stuck in a slump and I keep climbing up I just turned 25 feels like my time is up Feels like everyone's us and it's harder to trust And I can't shake the gut feeling I'm feeling like there's a knife in my gut And that's a gut feeling When you know deep down that the real person you love Is dooming you that's why I left No don't get upset when you see me ‘cause I didn't wanna give you up And it's fucked to think for you I wasn't enough I just wanted your love but you wanted There's some nights I wanna go and get hella drunk So everything I was feeling could turn into numb Addicted to you, you're my favorite drug I buy your lies, you're my favorite plug Sometimes at night I will stare up above And wish under a star that I wasn't so dumb Why does it even matter, shit I didn't matter I built up my hope just for it to get shattered I'm always alone with the thoughts that I gather I flip through my thoughts it's a terrible pattern As if flipping through ‘em will lead me to answers I try to move forward, but keep going backwards I hide all my pain behind smiles and laughter Where no one knows that I'm a wild disaster, fuck Give me all Oh, I wanna walk away I'm living like a ghost And no one ever knows See me fall Oh, I knew that I would break I'm living like a ghost But no one ever knows Always alone I wish someone could see me I lay in my bed staring up at the ceiling Talking to myself until I'm overthinking I'm home all alone no one knows that I'm weeping I swear my whole life is so fucking deceiving And I stand for broke with the checks I'm receiving My money can't buy the family I'm needing My money can't heal the agony I'm feeling I need someone to love to me, someone to hug me Someone to be there when my mind gets ugly I swear they really think my life is stunning Bro I come home to absolutely nothing I'm just a lonely guy loaded with money Nobody told me my days won't be sunny I'm bleeding on people who didn't cut me So when they leave me, they leave ‘cause they bloody I have issues with women, I'm so co-depended I can't love myself, so I need her to give it And that's always where my self-worth is depicted And that's why I date women so narcissistic My mind is a mess and it's always conflicted And lately it's been hard to make a decision And it pains me that I finally admit it I've been suicidal and trying not to end it, fuck Give my all Oh, I wanna walk away I'm living like a ghost And no one ever knows See me fall Oh, I knew that I would break I'm living like a ghost But no one ever knows I'm saddened to think people that think that I'm reaching And that is the reason I feel what I'm feeling I may have some fame, but it's pain that I'm reaping I been praying to God asking Him for a healing Man, I need my mom, I need my dad I need the family we never had Our family's broken, I'm feeling hopeless Nobody notice I'm in a trance All I have is my daughter I stare in her eyes And I break down all I do is provide How can I give her a family life When it's just me and her every night, fuck Yo, this shit is too much I'm single-handedly killing my buzz I don't make music ‘cause I'm in a rut And all of the stress of it is making me numb Why do I dream of a Grammy I'm winning When I don't have a family to celebrate with me Look there is no bullshit excuse that you could give me To make me feel like my damn life is worth living I swear loneliness is a cancer within me I'm searching for friends ‘cause my family's missing This shit is exhausting, I'm thinking of quitting And maybe the end for me is a new beginning Give my all Oh, I wanna walk away I'm living like a ghost And no one ever knows See me fall Oh, I knew that I would break I'm living like a ghost But no one ever knows

  64. aNime LoVer

    aNime LoVer6 days ago

    cooool somg man !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  65. matt leopold

    matt leopold7 days ago

    lol why the dude from teen mom in this vid

  66. Karim Atef

    Karim Atef7 days ago

    You can get through it bruh ur way stronger than that shits &remember that nothing continue & look around u bro we need u and sure ur daughter too. Never give up bruh

  67. blahblahblah andblahblahblah

    blahblahblah andblahblahblah7 days ago

    Man. That song that speaks my words though. The world has been my padded room lately. Almost 50 yo and just found out the dad that wasn't a dad, isn't my dad. And my mom's side of the family lied to me all this time. Life is crazy but I will endure. Thanks

  68. Sobe Sobe

    Sobe Sobe7 days ago

    Stop copying Witt

  69. Raul Yan

    Raul Yan7 days ago

    I understand i grown up without family to i know how it is to no one to know

  70. Raul Yan

    Raul Yan7 days ago

    Be strong man you are not alone and you are not the only one be strong

  71. Aundrea Kym

    Aundrea Kym7 days ago

    Damn....I struggle with depression as well so I can definitely relate to "living like a ghost". Where you just isolate for weeks, sometimes months at a time, don't leave the house, don't see anyone, just shut yourself away. The part where he said ""I'm bleeding on people who didn't cut me, so when they leave me, they leave me because they're bloody...." and saying how codependent he is from not having any family and always ends up with narcissistic personality types. This totally resonates with me, after awhile you just get so f*cking tired, it's like, you just want it to be over with already...

  72. Samantha Wells

    Samantha Wells7 days ago

    My parents treat me money ain't girl on Money Trees you got to get a job and work not be billionaires you got up get buzzer as as and work money isn't free you know you got to get up and do something with your life so yeah I feel bad with no people have no feel bad with people I know life and yes my parents their work there but every day they teach me how to be responsible and how to he's going to be there but I've been throwing no one is going to be be there one day pads always ho yeah gonna marry me so

  73. Rulingrex

    Rulingrex7 days ago

    Awesome man 👌

  74. Moon Child

    Moon Child7 days ago

    You're a beautiful soul

  75. WHAT RHINO

    WHAT RHINO7 days ago

    The lyrics just hit so hard. Forever here for you. Never give up bro. There's light at the end of the tunnel

  76. ThePenguinXW

    ThePenguinXW7 days ago

    Oooo I love

  77. Nicole johns

    Nicole johns7 days ago

    Exactly how i feel

  78. Keith Sergent

    Keith Sergent7 days ago

    I hope all thoughts of quitting left with the birth of his daughter. She's beautiful and needs her dad.

  79. Christy Clevenger

    Christy Clevenger7 days ago

    This song is Amazing it speaks for so many people thank you

  80. FIN

    FIN7 days ago

    Am i a rapper too if i have a lot of shit that is worst then Depressionen and all that shit that goes in my mind all night and day 🤟💙😳🤔

  81. Damian Martinez

    Damian Martinez8 days ago

    Beta Male problems

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  86. Tyler Ford

    Tyler Ford8 days ago

    Thank you for dropping this truth man. The voices of depression are so fucking real and hard to deal with. Impossible to escape them. People say they are there to help but we all know it can't help.This song resonates with me going through a similar situation. Just here keeping on keeping on and hoping the universe will pay me back somehow.

  87. Dalia DeRose

    Dalia DeRose8 days ago

    Listening to this all day this past week

  88. lil marvelz

    lil marvelz8 days ago

    Yeah, feels like I'm losing myself Feels like I'm losing myself Why am I dooming myself The fuck did I do to myself Should've been true to myself Dumb to think you would've helped Dumb to think you would've helped Feels like I'm brewing in Hell Feels like I'm brewing in Hell Can't be hard for you to tell, uh Stuck in a slump and I keep climbing up I just turned 25 feels like my time is up Feels like everyone's us and it's harder to trust And I can't shake the gut feeling I'm feeling like there's a knife in my gut And that's a gut feeling When you know deep down that the real person you love Is dooming you that's why I left No don't get upset when you see me ‘cause I didn't wanna give you up And it's fucked to think for you I wasn't enough I just wanted your love but you wanted There's some nights I wanna go and get hella drunk So everything I was feeling could turn into numb Addicted to you, you're my favorite drug I buy your lies, you're my favorite plug Sometimes at night I will stare up above And wish under a star that I wasn't so dumb Why does it even matter, shit I didn't matter I built up my hope just for it to get shattered I'm always alone with the thoughts that I gather I flip through my thoughts it's a terrible pattern As if flipping through ‘em will lead me to answers I try to move forward, but keep going backwards I hide all my pain behind smiles and laughter Where no one knows that I'm a wild disaster, fuck Give me all Oh, I wanna walk away I'm living like a ghost And no one ever knows See me fall Oh, I knew that I would break I'm living like a ghost But no one ever knows Always alone I wish someone could see me I lay in my bed staring up at the ceiling Talking to myself until I'm overthinking I'm home all alone no one knows that I'm weeping I swear my whole life is so fucking deceiving And I stand for broke with the checks I'm receiving My money can't buy the family I'm needing My money can't heal the agony I'm feeling I need someone to love to me, someone to hug me Someone to be there when my mind gets ugly I swear they really think my life is stunning Bro I come home to absolutely nothing I'm just a lonely guy loaded with money Nobody told me my days won't be sunny I'm bleeding on people who didn't cut me So when they leave me, they leave ‘cause they bloody I have issues with women, I'm so co-depended I can't love myself, so I need her to give it And that's always where my self-worth is depicted And that's why I date women so narcissistic My mind is a mess and it's always conflicted And lately it's been hard to make a decision And it pains me that I finally admit it I've been suicidal and trying not to end it, fuck Give my all Oh, I wanna walk away I'm living like a ghost And no one ever knows See me fall Oh, I knew that I would break I'm living like a ghost But no one ever knows I'm saddened to think people that think that I'm reaching And that is the reason I feel what I'm feeling I may have some fame, but it's pain that I'm reaping I been praying to God asking Him for a healing Man, I need my mom, I need my dad I need the family we never had Our family's broken, I'm feeling hopeless Nobody notice I'm in a trance All I have is my daughter I stare in her eyes And I break down all I do is provide How can I give her a family life When it's just me and her every night, fuck Yo, this shit is too much I'm single-handedly killing my buzz I don't make music ‘cause I'm in a rut And all of the stress of it is making me numb Why do I dream of a Grammy I'm winning When I don't have a family to celebrate with me Look there is no bullshit excuse that you could give me To make me feel like my damn life is worth living I swear loneliness is a cancer within me I'm searching for friends ‘cause my family's missing This shit is exhausting, I'm thinking of quitting And maybe the end for me is a new beginning Give my all Oh, I wanna walk away I'm living like a ghost And no one ever knows See me fall Oh, I knew that I would break I'm living like a ghost But no one ever knows 💙

  89. Tiana Smith

    Tiana Smith8 days ago

    No one never knows 💔

  90. Francis Mendy

    Francis Mendy8 days ago

    This is amazing.

  91. Hallow Baron

    Hallow Baron8 days ago

    And maybe the end for me is a new beginning. 💯

  92. jsaiyen211

    jsaiyen2118 days ago

    I'm Ghost

  93. Aj Baker

    Aj Baker8 days ago

    bro ask NF to do a single, 100% man yall gunna be #1 even tho your already my #1 keep liking those tweets my dude!

  94. Sushil Ayer

    Sushil Ayer8 days ago

    He sounds like NF !

  95. Yana Raimi

    Yana Raimi8 days ago

    I feels tht

  96. Levistar1233 Levistar1233

    Levistar1233 Levistar12339 days ago

    Sik world don’t worry you have loads of fans that love your channel and you

  97. Dalia DeRose

    Dalia DeRose9 days ago

    I relate and I love this song

  98. mod center

    mod center9 days ago

    fuck yeah

  99. Tempzo

    Tempzo9 days ago

    such a witt lowry vibe, to good man, it would be a great collab

  100. Sharda Lachan

    Sharda Lachan9 days ago

    💯💯

  101. Daniel Garcia

    Daniel Garcia9 days ago

    Is that the dude from 16 and pregnant?? 😅

  102. Ella x

    Ella x9 days ago

    Yeah, feels like I'm losing myself Feels like I'm losing myself Why am I dooming myself The fuck did I do to myself Should've been true to myself Dumb to think you would've helped Dumb to think you would've helped Feels like I'm brewing in Hell Feels like I'm brewing in Hell Can't be hard for you to tell, uh Stuck in a slump and I keep climbing up I just turned 25 feels like my time is up Feels like everyone's us and it's harder to trust And I can't shake the gut feeling I'm feeling like there's a knife in my gut And that's a gut feeling When you know deep down that the real person you love Is dooming you that's why I left No don't get upset when you see me ‘cause I didn't wanna give you up And it's fucked to think for you I wasn't enough I just wanted your love but you wanted There's some nights I wanna go and get hella drunk So everything I was feeling could turn into numb Addicted to you, you're my favorite drug I buy your lies, you're my favorite plug Sometimes at night I will stare up above And wish under a star that I wasn't so dumb Why does it even matter, shit I didn't matter I built up my hope just for it to get shattered I'm always alone with the thoughts that I gather I flip through my thoughts it's a terrible pattern As if flipping through ‘em will lead me to answers I try to move forward, but keep going backwards I hide all my pain behind smiles and laughter Where no one knows that I'm a wild disaster, fuck Give me all Oh, I wanna walk away I'm living like a ghost And no one ever knows See me fall Oh, I knew that I would break I'm living like a ghost But no one ever knows Always alone I wish someone could see me I lay in my bed staring up at the ceiling Talking to myself until I'm overthinking I'm home all alone no one knows that I'm weeping I swear my whole life is so fucking deceiving And I stand for broke with the checks I'm receiving My money can't buy the family I'm needing My money can't heal the agony I'm feeling I need someone to love to me, someone to hug me Someone to be there when my mind gets ugly I swear they really think my life is stunning Bro I come home to absolutely nothing I'm just a lonely guy loaded with money Nobody told me my days won't be sunny I'm bleeding on people who didn't cut me So when they leave me, they leave ‘cause they bloody I have issues with women, I'm so co-depended I can't love myself, so I need her to give it And that's always where my self-worth is depicted And that's why I date women so narcissistic My mind is a mess and it's always conflicted And lately it's been hard to make a decision And it pains me that I finally admit it I've been suicidal and trying not to end it, fuck Give my all Oh, I wanna walk away I'm living like a ghost And no one ever knows See me fall Oh, I knew that I would break I'm living like a ghost But no one ever knows I'm saddened to think people that think that I'm reaching And that is the reason I feel what I'm feeling I may have some fame, but it's pain that I'm reaping I been praying to God asking Him for a healing Man, I need my mom, I need my dad I need the family we never had Our family's broken, I'm feeling hopeless Nobody notice I'm in a trance All I have is my daughter I stare in her eyes And I break down all I do is provide How can I give her a family life When it's just me and her every night, fuck Yo, this shit is too much I'm single-handedly killing my buzz I don't make music ‘cause I'm in a rut And all of the stress of it is making me numb Why do I dream of a Grammy I'm winning When I don't have a family to celebrate with me Look there is no bullshit excuse that you could give me To make me feel like my damn life is worth living I swear loneliness is a cancer within me I'm searching for friends ‘cause my family's missing This shit is exhausting, I'm thinking of quitting And maybe the end for me is a new beginning Give my all Oh, I wanna walk away I'm living like a ghost And no one ever knows See me fall Oh, I knew that I would break I'm living like a ghost But no one ever knows

  103. Ali Aliev

    Ali Aliev9 days ago

    This should be an anthem!!!

  104. Ashley Renee

    Ashley Renee9 days ago

    ❤️

  105. maya s

    maya s9 days ago

    Listening to this in front my friends I'm trying hard to not drop tear .

  106. Jsksj Jsjsj

    Jsksj Jsjsj9 days ago

    DEEP FLOW STAY STRONG SOULJA SOP

  107. gerad gerardus

    gerad gerardus9 days ago

    Hope your doing better now, your music has really helped me in the past, and still does from time to time! Greetings from the Netherlands! Hope you'll beat the depression it's a bitch... Took me 2 years to get out. Wish you thebest.

  108. Blake Hackney

    Blake Hackney9 days ago

    ZzZ